Mick was silent for a while before he shrugged and got to his feet. He finally looked at Leonard and no, it hadn't got any easier to look at him. "I wanted you to live." And look how well that one panned out. "I haven't got much else to do, have I? I don't have my partner. I don't have anything to go back to. I just got this." And it was okay. Making a difference, doing something worthwhile, getting free booze. It was better than being alone. "I'm done with you now. Go away."