"I'm not paranoid and I'm not fucking queer." His dad used that as a go to insult all of his life. From when he fell over when he was five, skinned his knee right up to now, every little bit of emotion, every bit of sadness, every hint of pain and suddenly he was a homo or a fag and it didn't even associate with gay any more, it was just an insult. And he knew it was wrong to think like that but he did. He couldn't help it.

"Just makes me so fucking angry." And Mick knew that was part of his anger problems. They riled him up and let him loose on the world and it always flew back at him in the end but sometimes, it was hard not to be angry. "Can't keep his damn mouth shut. Just ignore what he said, he's just jealous of you and he thinks anyone who likes another guy is just gay or something."