"It's fine. I'll still get to do what I want. Some of what I want, anyway." He had to focus on the bright side. But nothing was as bright as Barry. He wanted to kiss him again, he wanted to hold him and be with him. He wanted to be the person Barry saw him as. "I'm not strong enough to do it all." Lose everything he knew, because of who he was? Almost worth it. Almost. "I'd like to be your friend. You're the best friend I've ever had."