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Fine, I don't get the whole who's kissing whom business. Big shocker.

She wanted to make her boyfriend jealous so she asked if she could make out with me and I ain't got much else going on so I said yeah.

I was pretty drunk at the time, meant nothing.

Okay, I got it. I just need to know if I need to be nice to some girl because you're dating her.

Girls don't date a punk like me. Girls use a punk like me to piss off their boyfriends.

I ain't complaining. I get to get all handsy without dating

So you don't want to date anyone?

It's a lot of effort and money to date.

Not as if we can't get money.

Yeah but I wanna buy myself shit. Or I wanna get things for Lis to play with.

I don't wanna buy other people stuff. It's my money.

Lis is other people, technically. But I get it. I don't want to think about anyone but myself.

She gets a pass. She deserves it too. When I got her that art set, she was so happy.

Some people, they're worth my time, I guess.

She loves it. She's always drawing you in every picture. Recognisable by the hair. Very handsome, of course.

Some people gotta be. Lisa. You.

she draws my hair like yellowy-orange sometimes. What the hell is that about?

Me, you and Lis. We're outside the bracket of 'others'

Probably the fire association, since you always fiddle around with your lighter. Translates like that. She also always gives you a smile that's bigger than your face.

So don't get a girlfriend. Smart move.

Her vision of me is nothing like me but it's cute. She's a good kid, I got her pictures hung up in my room. My mom thinks she's very talented.

I ain't looking. I prefer one night stands.

She wants you to have a big smile. Besides, you're grinning whenever you're with her. She likes drawing, there are worse hobbies. I used to be too much of a perfectionist to enjoy drawing.

Yeah, I know. What's so great about those?

She makes me laugh. She's funny, actually, we have a good time. Thanks, you know, for letting me hang with her. I know it's kinda weird to be all chill with someone's kid sister.

Orgasms mostly,

I trust you. I'd not let just anyone be near her or even know about her. I'm not stupid. But I couldn't really hide all that from you. Too important.

So? Can get those alone. Less complicated.

I won't hurt her. I do wanna hurt your dad but I doubt you'll ever let me do that.

Gets boring, jacking off all the time. I wanna put my dick in something.

It's complicated. Anyway, he leaves me alone usually these days. He's not that much worse than anyone else.

Just let me know when there's a girlfriend.

He's a raging asshole who fucks you up. Like my dad. Our dads need to burn, Snart. They ain't worth the oxygen.

There won't be. Trust me.

Not saying my father's a good guy, but I'm who I am because of him. Clearly some things went all right.

I trust you. No boyfriend either.

Because of you, not because of him. That fucker had nothing to do with you being you besides knowing how much a punch hurts.

I told you, I ain't a fag.

He's taught me not to cry. I don't know if he's taught me much good, but he's influenced me a lot.

I know. Relax. Nothing bad about being gay or bi or anything like that.

My dad taught me that. How not to cry, how to throw a punch, how to be a man. Also how to drink my ass off.

Don't care, I ain't one.

He likes to teach me lessons and he's a bad teacher. Still forms me though.

Yeah, I know. I'm just saying, you don't gotta act insulted.

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