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[gotspeed]

I know. I'll never regret that we got to do it, I'm just sad we'll never get to do it again. Thanks for being an amazing first kiss.

But I don't want to be the reason you lose your family. I know how hard it is to lose your family.

[mostlyajerk]

My sister needs me. She is so sweet. She has some development problems, her brain works differently. My parents aren't very good at handling their children not being the way they should be.

I don't mind being a Rathaway. It just hurts that I can't be myself and like who I like.

[gotspeed]

I won't interfere. She needs you more than I ever will. And I like that we had our time together, even if it was a brief.

And I get we have to keep distance but don't stop talking to me. I like you.

[mostlyajerk]

I know. I'll spend a lot of time thinking about you.

We can talk. I just don't want anyone to get more pictures that could get you in trouble as well.

[gotspeed]

I wish it was easier for us.

I won't get into trouble, I'm fine. Even if it came out, I don't think anyone would care it's me. They'd care it's you.

[mostlyajerk]

I know, but that would still affect you. Two years ago my father was sick - it wasn't even serious! - but the stocks still dropped and we had media all over us, they kept trying to interview me. They'd hound you too.

[gotspeed]

Like I said, I can deal. I'll be okay, Hartley. I'm just worried about you. Make sure you're okay first, you have more to lose. Worry about me later. I always land on my feet :D

[mostlyajerk]

I'll believe that. Right now I'm just figuring out how to access the money he wants.

[gotspeed]

Can you do it? Or will it be too obvious?

[mostlyajerk]

I can do it. I'm just trying to access my own accounts instead of having to steal for this.

I don't really have money of my own right now.

[gotspeed]

I can't imagine having that much money. Even if it is just your parents.

I hope he'll leave you alone now.

[mostlyajerk]

He won't. He'll ask for more and more. Probably until I can't cover it up any more.

[gotspeed]

That's not fair!

[mostlyajerk]

Well. Crime doesn't tend to be.

I'll see if I can buy him off. If not I'll just do my best to get things in order and then maybe I'll have to try. Who knows. Maybe my parents will understand.

[gotspeed]

Maybe? They could surprise you. Or maybe this guy will get bored. It's possible. Criminals do tend to get what they want and move on. He'd get a lot of shit if he gets found out and also it could be for drug money or something.

[mostlyajerk]

It's probably for drugs or something. I don't know. The thing is, it's a safe thing. He won't get found out. My parents wouldn't ever want the police to pursue this.

[gotspeed]

Their car was really dodgy and dangerous, might have been shot at. Maybe they are drug dealers. Damn.

We'll find a way to deal with this, Hart. I promise.

[mostlyajerk]

You keep saying 'they'. So you saw his friend?

I know. Can I tell you that I wish dealing with this would involve holding you?

[gotspeed]

There was another one. He was bigger, I think he's a driver. He called me a dumbass.

Ditto. I wish I could see you again. Stupid picture.

[mostlyajerk]

Why did he call you a dumbass? They were both our age?

At least they should send us the picture. We looked good.

[gotspeed]

Cause I got on my knees for that evil asshole and begged him. Like a dumbass. And yeah, looked it.

We did look pretty good.

[mostlyajerk]

That was dumb. But it was also very nice. Thank you for trying so hard.

I should ask for a copy, we can get it framed. :)

I'm not good at smileys.

[gotspeed]

Yeaaaah, I get that now.

You're great at smileys :D

Hey, I'm gonna head out for a few but I'll text you later tonight? Is that cool or should we play it lowkey and keep some distance?

[mostlyajerk]

No, that's cool.

Thank you for wanting to.

[gotspeed]

ALWAYS

:D <3